Random Thoughts

#1: Life is really complicated. I'm a simple guy. I like simplicity.

#2: As Bob Marley so eloquently put it, "No woman, no cry". Why does it feel like so much of the anxiety in my life is related to the opposite sex?

#3: I really like the new freshman class at YNECM. They're a fun group of kids. Maybe I like them because I'm actually talking to them and being friendly this year.

#4: Apartment life is great.

#5: It's 4am and I'm not very tired.

#6: I love having deep talks with people. You know the kind that forges a connection with that person because you've shown a piece of your soul to them?

#7: College is truly a time of change and finding out who you really are. It's like meeting a new person.

#8: I don't talk to any of my high school friends (except for one person), and I'm completely okay with it.

#9: I am so spiritually dry it's not even funny. Complacency has a lot to do with it.

#10: Confidence. I need it.

#11: Even as a senior, I still don't know myself very well. It's an every day learning experience, and I don't think it'll be over any time soon. I guess this goes with confidence. The more I learn about myself, the more confidence I seem to gain.

#12: I went home monday afternoon. It was nice seeing my dad, even if it was only for a couple hours. Living away from home makes me appreciate my family so much more and cherish my time with them.

#13: One thing that sucks about living in an apartment is that I don't get to sleep in my queen sized bed. It's seriously the most comfortable bed ever. Friends have sat down on it and fallen asleep. It's that awesome.

#14: I find the magnitude of my dependence on the internet kind of crazy. It's almost pathetic how much I rely on the internet.

#15: Gonna try to get some summer reading done. Reading list is, in no particular order:
- reread harry potter and the deathly hallows
- Screwtape letters
- Desiring God
- Hearing God's Voice
hopefully i'll cross off at least two of these off my list by September's end

#16: I think I might have ruined my roommates by bringing my wii and xbox360 to the apartment. Hopefully they'll adapt. Fifa and super smash are taking over

#17: I wish people here played more soccer. It's such a fun sport to watch/play.

#18: The harder i try at fantasy baseball, the worse i do. Maybe if I stop trying, I'll do better.

#19: Currently at 167lbs. I want to try to cut down to 145-150. Once I hit that, who knows?

#20: I realized I still have trouble humbling myself. My hubrus is going to get me into trouble.

#21: Summer school itself is so not that bad, but it's just the fact that it's during the summer. Holy moly it's already week 4. 6 weeks go by so fast.

#22: After working on it, some people actually call me nice now. It's a great feeling.

That's it for now. I'm so lucky I have lecture at noon.